It is Saturday evening here at the Deleted Inc. Headquarters and the day has been spent with an early wake up, the daily check of email and other online items, breakfast and other normal occurrences nothing too out of sorts. Anyways, fast forward to the evening. The wife has decided to call it an early night and now I’m left at the wheel. I’m watching games off and on of the first round of the NHL playoffs. I can’t not think about how there was a time that Saturday evenings were sort of a sacred time for those who partake in the metal. This would have been called HEADBANGER’S BALL. These days this has been reduced to a minimal online show. I’ve only been able to watch snippets of said version of the ball. I guess coming off of the 2nd anniversary of the loss of the one and only Type O Negative frontman, Mr. Steele sends this home a bit more, but I miss having such a staple to look forward to every week. Your craptacular lineup of crap has done nothing for society and I fear for the future as a result….but I regress.
On to other things, I’ve aired some of my grievances about our current location/situation a few blog entries ago. I can’t seem to shake this annoyance, but I’m not sure relocating would help right now. I resigned from the position that I once held at the awful web firm that I wasted nearly 3 years of my life on in January. I’m still pursuing freelance and am very happy/grateful to be out of that awful/shitty/unhealthy realm that the cubical of doom was set in, but find that I have a lot of grossness that really sticks in my craw about that whole situation. I should let it go and label that experience as a collection of assholes that I really didn’t have anything in common with and severe any connection to the fox news watching, mega-church attending, 40+ year old cat lady/egotistical fucks that they were/are. With this being said, you have to work many shit jobs to make it to your current shit job, the good news is that there is still beer, music and art to keep your stick on the ice.
I know that part of this entry might seem petty, immature and unprofessional to post, but it needed to come out. No specifics were named, so that should keep the lawyers at bay, right? Trust me, I’m not perfect, but the shitstorm of the past 3 years that I’ve had has made me realize that life is too short to surround myself with petty/shitty people. I just hope I can find a spot be happy in again. I’m sure they can continue their career and be very successful at being shits in general. The bottom line is that I’m moving on.
A “heavy” blog entry eh? Well, that is all for now, until next time…COURAGE.